the truest love is unrequited

I don’t think the simple goodbye was enough…I feel unfulfilled. I miss him so much. The last couple of days we spent together we absolute bliss. I think it was the happiest and carefree we’d been in a while. I should have told him how much I was going to miss him. People think he’s a little rough around the edges but at his core, Sam is so much more than people give him credit for. In short, he is one of the most genuine people I have ever met. 

HOW I FEEL AFTER THANKSGIVING WEEKEND AT HOME

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so happy he’s here with me, having a blast shooting the shit, watching basketball, laughing and kissing our time away.

the best medicine

I’m always laughing with Sam, he’s so laid back and completely uninhibited. I know it’s new and that’s why it’s fun, but I’d like to think it won’t just be fun for now…I tell him it’s not labeled, which it’s not, but I worry that’s the only thing keeping us safe and uncomplicated. When he calls me his girl and tells me I’m weirdly special to him, what do I do? I feel like I shouldn’t get excited or too happy because this has an expiration date. Luckily our laughs don’t, and I hope we can keep laughing all the way through this year

WHEN I INSIST ON CELEBRATING HALLOWEEN ALL DAY LONG

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I never thought I’d move on and start to forget him, really I didn’t. Everyone said “it’s temporary, you’ll get over him…” I guess it’s true. I have… I miss who he was, but every time I see him now it’s just stereotypical frat boy. That’s not who I knew or loved.

But now there’s Sam, and I’m starting to like him…he’s so sweet to me, I don’t know what to do. I want to say I want him, but if I end up not, then I’ve crushed someone truly important.